Dragonfly releasing the veil.......3rd October 2008

 I am still smoking........today's energies so sluggish ...emotional...painful...a jagging disharmony....I am RESISTING ! The release of the space....holding...retaining...not flowing.........Hard to be present today......feeling as if falling down into a sink hole....straining to be aware in centred point...I am in so much discomfort today within physical and emotional bodies......

Is this my story?...I write to a friend today that the emotional space of having my car vandalised and set alight as a random act of chaos 2wks ago.....has caught me up in the past 2 days...I laughingly joke  of the time lag when travelling in multidimensionality!!! Irony....2wks ago the events from my centred awareness...seemed full of archetypal symbolism....a happening of THIS DREAMTIME as I was so in tune with the cosmic dance....these last few days as I have left my centre and resisted the flow........The space feels like my story and I am weighed down and discomforted by it...it speaks to all my fears....my uncertainty, a reflection that my flow is out of rhythm with this dream surrounding me......As I write this understanding is arising......

I breathe too shallow........

I resist the healing.........as the pain arises to be transmuted...

I fear my power .......as I understand my creation...

I fear my power to change the creation.......

And I resist the love that blossoms from the heart of knowing that I will turn many times on the cycle as I journey.....

THIS IS MY STORY.........

My eyes alight upon the words from yesterday's meditation with my higher self....

"ENJOY and CELEBRATE the DANCE.......

And know that this too shall come to pass..."

AAAggghhhh...DOH!!!!

My grateful thanks to the Dragonfly that caught my attention today within the dream .......flying past on too bitter a cold day urging me to connect and remember the journey....and to my dear friend and travelling companion today Lisa....for whose radiance,  and arcane knowledge  I am deeply grateful.
I am graced by the golden globes of light that alight my path